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Haiz , Now ogos le ............ Going to have Exam at few more days le !!! Haiz..... That is percubaan 1 SPM is juz give us a prepare , for the real SPM oo than 2 percubaan then the REAL SPM come le !!!!! But why i like din't scare de , i not even start study also le ......... Now my result decreasing , now i feel that my few of my friends Winning me le ...... So sad why i will become like that , Did i change ?? I guess is ........ Now i Become very violent le , starting to say bad words le !!! Haiz..... How to change back , Someone can tell me ma ? I really don't want at this world , I feel myself like rubbish !!! Nothing can help also , i say my brother no use ..... i guess i more no use then him oo ! I Feel like SPM is my normal EXam , and like play play like that le ....... Cannot le !!! Why can i feel that , I really change so much le ! Oh .... God please Help me , Help me change my life ............ I really don't like Now de me !!!!